December 2010
Your Resolution:
I don’t really have a typical “resolution”. I can honestly say I am very proud of how I evolved during 2010, so my goal is really just to keep it up. I want to continue to take risks, grow, and open up. I want to improve my flaws in areas such as trying in school and keeping my room clean. My resolution is just to be happy and successful.
5 people who you got really close to
Aaron: we’ve been friendly and whatnot since freshman year, but this year we became actual friends. You, Pat, and Michaela know more about me than anyone else due to our juicy conversations. ;) We have done so much together and it means a lot to me. I feel like we have gotten close especially in the sense that you are the first person of the opposite sex that I actually explained my feelings...
A list of things you want to change in the New...
- I want to improve my grades/motivation - I want to change my living situation - I want to be successful in college - I want to stop letting myself get walked over/taken advantage of - I want to open up even more - I want to be healthier and more fit - I want to find more people that care for me - I want to settle in with somebody who actually wants to be with all of me - I want to be an all...
A letter to a person you grew apart from this...
This is really hard, because I have only really grown closer to people this year; a lot of people actually. All of the people I started growing apart from I even have recently started to get closer with again. There is one person who I have recently grown apart from maybe, but it’s better that I just keep my mouth shut.
My New Year's plans
As far as New Years Eve plans go tonight, I don’t really have anything set. I am just going with the flow. That’s one way I have changed this year. I used to need to have everything planned and sorted out, now I just do whatever, whenever. Last year we had a huge party. I guess it made sense because it was the year before our senior year. I guess it is okay that we aren’t this...
10 things I did in 2010
- got a job that I love - grew up, changed, opened up, and discovered myself - went to camp and stepped outside my comfort zone - made mistakes and learned to fix them on my own - actually gained the ability to have emotion/ feel - established what I wanted and took risks to get there - went to six concerts - spent over $50 on a meal - got accepted to college/ got scholarships - fell for somebody ...
alumnus: male singular alumni: male plural alumna: female singular alumnae: female plural Am I the only person that didn’t know this? I feel so ignorant and uneducated right now. I am so glad I just learned this BEFORE I sent my supplements and looked like an idiot to schools I’m applying to.
Only love is all maroon
I always think my beginning of the year depression...
but it never is. I always forget how bad it actually is too. January, February and March are just the worst months ever, and just thinking about them makes me want to cry. I wish I could skip over them. Usually I can at least be happy through December, but I’m already feeling the saddness. Today was the only day this vacation I have gone out. Other than that I have been locked in my room the...
whenever i eat chocolate
graceybumxo:
i shove it in my mouth and say ‘MUCH TOO GOOD FOR CHILDREN’
i would be a perfect ms.trunchbull
Last night when I wasn't sleeping;
(because I’ve been not sleeping a lot lately) I was talking to alex and we started talking about the best feelings in the world. We came up with a pretty legit list, and thinking about these things just make me so happy:
-peeing when you really need to - having feelings for someone when you know they feel the same - napping places that aren’t your house - when someone runs their...
I walk into class after break
tomwardplz:
ayejp:
WE HAD HOMEWORK?
HAHAHAHAHA
I was just going to write a really long ranty post. I had it all planned out and everything, but someone came along and cheered me up so I’m not so much in the mood anymore. This quick change of mood made me realize something. I like it when I don’t care so much; when things aren’t important. I like ignoring the bad things, and sitting back and letting things sort themselves out....
IN TIME I FOUND MYSELF IN HAPPINESS WITH YOU.
Watching True Life: I'm obsessed with food
and this girl was talking about the stuff she ate in a day. At first I was like ew, that’s disgusting, then I realized that I used to be like that. The amount and type of food that I used to eat is actually really gross. I remember when I was obsessed with hotdogs and had several a day and more than one bowl of ice cream a day and mcdonalds like all the time, and now that I am thinking about...
Do you have feelings for anybody? yeahhh
Do you think it’s possible to have feelings for more than one person? yep
Where will you be a year from now? A college somewhere. It’s scary to not know where.
Who is the last person you took a picture with? Santa!
What did you dream about last night? So many things!
Do you like your body? nooo
Did you sleep alone last night? I did
What are you touching...
Facebook ads creep me out.
The other day I was talking about holiday coke commercials then there was a holiday coke ad on the side of facebook.
Now I’m eating Almond Joy Pieces and a Pieces candy ad popped up on the side.
HOW DO THEY ALWAYS KNOW..
Fireball soap
I got this soap for christmas and it’s orange and clove, and it smells like a fireball but slightly orangey and it’s just the best thing I’ve ever smelt. I used it tonight in the shower, and apparently I am allergic to it because my face is now burning and red along with patches on various parts of my body. Now I both look and smell like a fireball, cooooool.
I hope the power goes out. I hope it stays out for hours. I hope my cell phone dies. I hope my laptop dies. I hope that nobody has a way to contact me. I just want to escape right now. I’m so sick of technology. I’m so sick of people. I want to spend days without electricity with nothing to do except read and do school work in candle light. I need to get away.
Today:
-I hit the sweater jackpot - I stopped caring - I am unpacking and organizing my room even though I’ve lived here for three months. - I’m getting snowed in but it’s not really bothering me. -I’m fairly content for now. I hope work’s cancelled tomorrow! :)
I was going to make a post about christmas and all that I got but I was in a shit mood last night and didn’t feel like it, so here it is…
I woke up at 8ish on Christmas morning with my ipod on shuffle on my Christmas playlist and my tv playing A Christmas Story as I do every year. It was different than any other year in that I didnt rush out to open my gifts. It was probably because...
I want to get snowed in at work.
I’ve always wanted to get snowed in somewhere and I realized work would be the coooolest place for that to happen. I love my co-workers so much and we would make coffee and eat cookies and dance around to music because that’s what we do during work hours and it would be even greater overnight. :D There would be beds for all of us and it would be quality Active PT bonding time, hehe :)
Tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? He’s adorable and he won me over.
Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? fucking cool.
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? I did
Think of the last person you kissed, why’d you kiss them? because we liked eachother
Have you ever kissed just a friend? ...
2010 was good.
Just realized how much 2011 is going to suck.
Uh huh, mhm. Gonna get along without you now.
